April 21 = the day of the skinny envelope

well world, i got rejected from Hopkins for the second time in my young life, which means I will be applying to PhD programs next Winter! It also means that I get to work for a year and change, which will be a nice break from academia for awhile and it means that I am feeling some shame. I had dreams all last night where I felt not as good as everyone around me. Talk about a drama mama. Uhhhh. But that is why the gym is so awesome. Working out makes me feel like I can take on the world. Anyway have to go write a paper that was due yesterday. hearts! Oh and Maisey will be born on May 9th! So soon. Crazytown.